Everyone wants to feel as if their the only one     why would you want to feel as if you dont mean as much as if someone else can take your place or slowly is taking your place. Who on earth would want that if you fear the someone  you want doesnt want you. Trying hard but not getting anywhere having the same conversations over and over again and not improving things get better if they dont its not the end! 

STAY STRONG CARRY ON!

Good afternoon,Current a Future followers How the devil are you :D the sun is out in  costa del Cymraeg. Makes a change we have been blessed with african weather how long it will last for I will never know anyway i have just been through my mail & i have had a lot of requested for new pictures new blogs etcccc. And the reason why i havnt replied is im doing something with my life called college and its taken over my life:) between my mam & boyfriend the girls and college i have no time for anything latley so i havnt been ignoring you !  

Any Updates? —- Back with the boyfriend yet again change the record huh ?

Died my hair again got blonde highlights coming through um ive gained about 9028392483 stone -_- dominoes and cutchy nights i have to cut down on & more sex will be needed !. FCKU all the girls who can eat 329472349827 packets of crisps and be 1 stone FUCKYOU!:) 

So what do i have in plan for the summer - Well im concidering going away with the mother if she still wants to other than that i want a relaxed year it will be nice just to get drunk do a line lay back with the girls and my man chill out from all this hectick lifestyle ive been having! 

Respond to me in mail or via THIS WHAT DOES YOUR SUMMER CONTAIN 

WILL SUMMER 2012 BE THE YEAR FOR YOU 

PEACE OUT DRINK UPPPPPP  

as long as you stick by me eveything will be fine <3